Hearts

'Tis the season for breakups that's for sure. Not just any old breakup, more like the unexpected, painful, confusing breakup. My friend just got her heart broken by a man whom she thought was "the one." This just comes to show that God has bigger plans. Both mine and her breakups were because the guy wasn't feeling it anymore. It is hard to accept that sometimes and to move on, but it is the only option that we have. These guys were strong Christians and I trust their judgement as much as it sucks and hurts.

The only remedy to this is to soak up God's love for us. Lately I have been nervous and feeling like I won't be able to open up to anyone for a while. I feel like God is telling me that I shouldn't date for a while and that I need time to heal. I know that He will help me heal.

Shoot I really wanted to finish this post but I have another freaking migraine.

I'm Amazed :)

I was going to go to bed but then I opened up this card that Leah gave me. It was a card on getting through tough times. She put quotes in there and some very encouraging things that made me feel soo soo soo blessed. I honestly feel so loved right now. I'm so blessed to have such caring friends. And by friends I mean FRIENDS. When I got home from GV tonight, there was this CD sitting right by my computer with all of these praise songs, from my friend Mary. Honestly! I have it so good! God has truly blessed me with such supportive friends.

My night at GV was awesome as well! I got to see a lot of people that I haven't seen in a while so it was great. I also went to visit a few friends from Copper and they are just so nice and wonderful. Seeing my roommates was so great too. It was just great. Plus my trip out to GV was successful and EXTREMELY nerve wrecking. haha.

God has really shown me how He loves me through my friends. God is SUCH a provider! He knows just what I need. It's amazing how much a person can grow through times like these. I took a little stumble with my faith but I am on fire again and it feels great :)

I love being outside :)

Finally things are starting to come together! After much thinking and praying and God providing I finally got a full time job at SLCC! I'm pumped! Although i'm not looking forward to putting my 2 week notice at the pie place. Oh well! At least I know what i'm going to be doing this summer, and i'm quite excited about it!

I think that i'm getting more and more at peace with things. I'm having some problems with trying to go with the flow of God's plan but sometimes that is hard to do. I've been praying so so so so so much just for God to help me understand Him and trust Him. Deep down I know that His plan is more than I can ever imagine, and it already has been. He has brought so many people into my life that have helped me grow and have changed me. I'm so thankful that God brought Joe into my life. Even with all of the hurt that I had to go through I have no regrets. That's all I have to say about that.

Bachelor time hahaha.