Wow.

Well, the past few days have been quite dramatic. Joe and I aren't together anymore which is confusing, sad, stressful, and really hard to deal with especially with finals coming up. I haven't been able to focus at all and studying for finals hasn't really happened at all yet. I am really stressed out! I learned a lot about myself in the past few days though. I learned that I can count on God for my strength and that he can provide me with peace. I also learned that family and friends are one of the most important things in this world. My friends and family have been so supportive and helpful the past few days.

However it is really hard to know where God is going with this one. I feel so confused because what I thought we had was really great. I prayed about our relationship a lot, my friends and my grandma prayed for us. Personally, I thought everything was just as it should be except the fact that we were both stressed out with school. I'm just trying so hard to trust God and to put all my faith into Him because He knows the plans for me. Everything will all work out, it always does, it's just at this moment I feel like I am supposed to be with Joe but maybe it isn't the right time. All I can do now is just pray, pray, pray...

"There is hope for the helpless, a place for the weary, and love for the broken heart. There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing. He'll meet you where ever you are, cry out to Jesus." Third Day- Cry Out to Jesus